PASSION

"do it with passion or not at all "

Aku suka gila quotes ni and i agree with it
Everything yang kau rasa kau nak buat mesti start with passion
Without it, kau mesti rasa susah gila, berat and all that
just like me

Medic is really really really not my cup of tea
as i hate biology so much
but yeahh im a medical student =='
i only do it for the sake of my parents
they want their children to treat them

sometimes amik medic ni bagus
 as u know what disease your family has
mcm last week anak buah aku kene lung infection
and kau boleh explain apa yg doctor tu cakap sbb kau faham
and diorang tak faham
that is the good thing la
but the journey kau nk belajar tu masyaallah
i admit it is sooooo mannyyyyy. banyak gilaaa trust me
aku mmng fail aa bab bio ni as aku susah nk ingat all the mechanisms
bende hafal like parasites, muscles semua aku boleh
but masuk mechanism physiology damn i cant remember
senang lupa. and masa study weekkau nak kene revise semua
ingat sempat ke?

and tambah lg when u got your results pulak teruk
and your father be like " mcm tu je dpt?"
it hurts a lot
they dont know apa yg aku experience
learning something that i force myself to like it
for 2 semester. and i still cant accept it

and the worst part when ur parents comparing urself
with ur sister . that is the worst part
aku tak rasa all this before as my results were okay back then
now in med school my results are worst.
lulu semua module pon dah rasa mcm i own the world
but my parents dont look at that
they still look at those pointers =='
" nak rasa bodoh masukla med shool "
that was my senior punya ayat. and i agree with it haha

and one more thing bila ur secondary school friends pulak
keep bashing u. when ur results are worst they be like
"bella serius laa? tak prcaya laa aku result kau mcm ni
kau kan pandai dlu "
" result mcm ni baik kau amik engine je mcm aku bella "
" result truk grad nnti jadi doctor patient pon mati laa "

wow that thrd sentences yg buat aku panas hati gilaa
dont judge knowledge by pointers dude
sometimes they have better knowledge than you
it just diorang tak pandai tackle soalan

sometimes, depression occur not because of the problems
but it is because of the people around them
who keep bashing them
who look at them differently

so people please dont bash others
instead, support them in whatever they do
praise them even they do a slightest success
cakap tahniah tak salah kan even benda kecik
even they dont meet ur expectation just say tahniah
it will make that person want to do more
trust me